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TERRY PRATCHETT, the fantasy writer suffering from Alzheimer’s disease, has suggested he may have found God after years of atheism.
The 60-year-old creator of the Discworld series has spoken of an unexplained experience shortly after his diagnosis with the condition.
“I’m certainly not a man of faith, but as I was rushing down the stairs one day . . . it was very strange. And I say this reluctantly, because I am trying to deal with this situation in as hardheaded a way as I can. I suddenly knew that everything was okay, that what I was doing was right, and I didn’t know why,” Pratchett said.
“It was a thought that all the right things are happening in the circumstances; and I thought, ‘Well, that’s all right then.’ I don’t actually believe in anyone who could have put that in my head unless it was my dad, and he’s been dead a few years.”
In an interview in today’s News Review, the author also said: “It is just possible that once you have got past all the gods that we have created with big beards and many human traits, just beyond all that, on the other side of physics, there just may be the ordered structure from which everything flows.
“That is both a kind of philosophy and totally useless it doesn’t take you anywhere. But it fills a hole.”
Previously, Pratchett has said he was “rather angry with God for not existing”.
The novelist, who has sold more than 55m books, described his diagnosis with Alzheimer’s last year as an “embuggerance”. He believes he may be able to write another two or so books before his condition becomes too severe.
He has also expressed his anger that some people of his age are considered too young to be treated with the drug Aricept on the NHS.
“If I ate myself into obesity I could get pills for that for nothing,” he said. “If I wanted Viagra I could get that for nothing. But I can’t get a drug that gives me that little bit of extra edge. I can afford £90 a month, of course, but there may be someone who can’t in his fifties.”
The author has pledged more than £500,000 to fund research into the disease.

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As an outright athiest of the Simony persuation - a disbelief almost as strong as belief itself - have no objection to those taking the more dwarvish approach, believing in everything a little bit in case it's true.
If Terry found comfort somewhere then i am glad for him.
craig brady, stratford on avon, england
"I dont actually believe in anyone who could have put that in my head"
Not exactly a ringing endorsement for god.
River Scott, London,
Oh Edwina - the old undermine a position by claiming to be it yourself - I'm not an atheist any more than I am Afairyist, ALochNessMonsterist, Aleprechaunist - if this makes me evil then so be it, rather that than delusional.
Ian Morgan, Bridgend,
Atheists ( and I am one) are some of the nastiest, ill informed people on the planet.
Many of them are far more bigoted than any religious zealot.
The idea that someone can obtain succour through faith annoys them so much.
Live and let live, that is the way to reach understanding and tolerance.
edwina rigby, chorley,
Terry's experience that "it will be all right" is clearly authentic. Indisputable evidence that the stoicism of Marcus Aurelius is the one true religion.
Wilf, London,
Beliefs are dangerous.
Beliefs allow the mind to stop thinking.
A non thinking mind is a non functioning mind.
A non functioning mind is clinically dead.
Believe in nothing.
Greg, Sheffield, UK
It is common for people with degenerative disease of the brain to experience hallucinations, and many physical and psychological conditions result in so-called religious experiences, e.g. schizophrenics hearing the voice of God. But the believers are immune to evidence, and retreat into faith.
Peter Curran, Kirkliston, Scotland
Kathy - the faithful are always claiming that atheists, whether on their deathbed, in trenches or (in this case) suffering from Alzheimer's, suddenly become believers.
This not so.
And that's why we atheists write in to put the record straight. I hope you understand.
alan, gemany,
You are all disbelievers. Us athiests just go one God further. Anyway, a "spiritual experience" is not beyond the bounds of possibility for any of us, mental illness or not. It doesn't require a God, although many may choose interpret it in that way.
James Lynch, London, UK
Wow...it's amazing to find that atheists can be just as judgemental and dogmatic as people of faith. What's the big deal...if any of us, whether losing our marbles or not, wants to believe there's something more, why not? Why can't we all just be and be happy with that? Believe and let believe.
KathyC, London,
Which one of the thousands of gods created in the minds of humans over our entire history does he appreciate?
Lenny, Kenner, USA
No atheists in a fox hole(or an alzheimers ward)
Andy, London,
This is a joke, right? If Christopher Hitchens' got a lobotomy and then found god would you write: "Lobotomy helps Hitchens realize there actually is a God."
Gordon Gekko, Toronto, Canada
Lose your mind and finding 'God'...one of the best yet!!! One to be trusted? I think not!
Konrad Czerepowicz, Belfast, Northern Ireland
People of all faiths (or none)have "religious" experiences.
Having one in no way supports the veracity of an individual religion's worldview. It is odd though, that when they occur, the person immediately identifies the source as that of the particular religion they happen to have been brought up in
R Brown, Guildford, England
Religious experience is easily explained in a physical universe. Our brains constantly release chemicals that tell us to flight or fight, trust or distrust, feel peace or feel hatred. Terry's experience is not that different from a kid on X at a rave. Sad to see him giving ammo to faith-heads.
jimboforreason, Virginia Water, Surrey
At an advanced stage of Alzheimer's, I might even start believing in one of the various god-concepts touted by professional believers.
But it would have to be a very, very advanced stage.
alan, germany,
I would like to suggest "Medjugorje", True and Lasting Signs of Medjugorje by Elizabeth Ficocelli...God is Present He is Awsome and sends His Mother often to remind us.....
A Friend In Christ
Alba, Faithville, Eden
Simple fact: transcendental experiences occur.
Ample historic evidence for that.
Simply put: they are ineffable.
Human "science", though valuable, is innately limited. Emotive appeals to materialism can not "rationalize" them.
What any of it "means" is for each individual to experience.
Mark Baker, Long Beach, USA
Why is that so many people who have "an experience" have to involve mysticism, or in some way attribute it to superstition in one form or another? Just accept an unusual feeling or thought for what is it - something that you can't yet explain. Or are you afraid of the unknown, or of reality?
David, Cheshire,
What is stated gratuitously, can be so denied. It's plain bonkers not to relate to God who explains it all.
Father Bryan Storey, Tintagel, Cornwall, UK
If there's no reason to believe in God, there's no reason to believe in anything. Ergo, Father Bryan, if there is a reason to believe in God, there is reason to believe in everything.
So its true there is a teapot, too small to be seen by a telescope, in an eliptical orbit between earth and Mars!
AKULA, london, UK
Father Bryan: Humans have problems accepting death and the unknown. God is a human invention which purports to answer these problems. Organized religion is a human invention which is designed to profit from these problems.
Bob Gibson, New York, USA
"GOD": The conscious reverberation of 100 billion neurons in the brain collectively sensing that they are part of a magical ONENESS beyond. They are. It's called the BODY, and of course the neurons don't have words for it! The self is an illusion! Organic illnesses and emergent drugs reveal this!
Thaddeus P. Donio, Los Angeles, USA
No, Father Bryan, if you believe in god, you can believe in anything!
F.S.Summers, London,
If there's no reason to believe in God, there's no reason to believe in anything.
Father Bryan Storey, Tintagel, Cornwall, UK
What Mr Owen describes is known among believers as "Faith".
As for what Mr Pratchett has experienced, if he can find any way to accommodate the changes taking place in his life without descending to mind numbing terror, then good for him
Jackie, Mossley, Lancashire
Well, I think that it's fair to say that none of this is definitive evidence that Mr. Pratchett is now a theist. But it certainly sets him apart from people like Richard Dawkins and Daniel Dennett. And as an agnostic, I think that any belief that helps someone stay hopeful is useful. Good for Terry.
Richard R., Montville, USA
I think this headline is pretty misleading. It sounds to me like Terry is saying that he knows there's no good reason to believe in God, but it gives him comfort to think that there is some kind of meaning or purpose to the world. That hardly makes him a theist.
Greg, Glen Burnie, MD, USA
Terry Pratchett was an atheist for years. That was his choice and I respect him for it. If he now decides he might be a theist it's his choice and I respect him for it.
I don't understand some of the less pleasant comments here. His beliefs are are his own choice and not for any of us to judge!
Robert, York, England
hello - I'm a christian, no problem for me that God exists. But aren't atheists odd? The original party poopers! Lots of people have experiences of the re-assuring -all-will-be-well kind that are seriously tangible. What is the atheist beef with that?
michael, harrogate, uk
Well, I'm not sure that there is a God but I hope there is. Had the pleasure of meeting Terry Pratchett at a book signing in the late 90's. I really hope we get a couple more books from this great author. All the very best Terry, as you go through this most difficult of journeys. To your family too.
Jackie, Robigana, Australia
I don't think Terry being as positive and honest as ever should be confused with the idea that he's gone superstitious.
All his books have warm portraits of folk who are all too human but muddle through and find it in themselves to be heroic when they have to.
Nothing supernatural about that.
Stuart Hartill, Ramsey, Isle of Man,
Reminds me a Woody Allen's movie, when, in a family of democrats, one boy was strangely republican. They discovered he had a brain tumor and after being operated for this tumor, he became democrats again. lol.
Daniel R, Paris, France
Sir, I would be suspicious of odd, unexpected thoughts that you may experience as you struggle with a degenerative brain disorder. I certainly would advise against making a large metaphysical shift based upon them.
Nevyn, Chicago,
That just proves that our minds can play tricks on even the most rational and cynical amongst us. Analyse what most believers say and they are all acting on what is just a feeling. That's all that belief is. Still, whatever gives you comfort. I applaud Terry for his honesty and wish him well.
Paul Owen, Birmingham, UK
Why is mankind so arrogant and so narrow in thinking? We have brains which only sense three dimensions, which on a very basic level should suggest that our understanding of the universe is extremely limited. Atheists may take the new Physics more seriously - try David Bohm's theories.
Marlene Spiers, East grinstead, West Sussex
There is nothing unusual in believing in an imaginary super-being - lots of people do. What would be very wrong is for the rational or the non-rational to take advantage of the vulnerabilities of Mr Pratchett. If, as he says, he can still write he still has considerable mental abilities.
John Sutton, Gravesend, UK
Mr Pratchett,
Please realize that you need to give into account the bodily changes you are going through. At this cross road in your life it would be easy to turn to one of the Gods available at your disposal.
A need for medications?, yes. A need for an imaginary friend? No
Neecie in Orlando
Neecie, Orlando, USA
I was sppeaking to a Sally Army chap yesyerday who was an atheist and eventually heard the voice of God. It happens to us all eventually.
Good luck Terry !!!
ian payne, walsall,
Perhaps it was the Devil who created Alzheimer's disease, and we should ask why God didn't invent an affordable cure.
Charles Bockett-Pugh, Sandhurst,
Mr :Pratchett, as a person who has come to enjoy your writing late in life, in audio book form specifically, I confess to surprise that you simply fail to relate your new "religious" experience to the progress of your condition.
The "answer" hides in plain sight, the law of conservation of energy.
Quinbus Flestrin, Hartlepool, UK
So why did God create Alzheimers in the first place?
tony freeman, tampa, usa
Second thoughts on theism is not an unusual reaction when faced with personal mortality - come on now TP, stick to your guns!
What's the big deal if there's nothing after the end! Why is that unsatisfactory, unsettling, unpalatable? Just a question of settling your mind in to acceptance.
ROHAN, Solihull, UK
Well they do say there are no athiests in a trench.
Good on him.
Phill, The Wirral, England