Win tickets to the ATP finals
H Hamilton £14.99 pp198
The word “memory” appears seven times on the first page of this book, establishing a theme that runs through Aharon Appelfeld’s work. Memory, in his experience, is “tangible”, physically located in the body: “The palms of one’s hands, the soles of one’s feet, one’s back and one’s knees remember more than memory.” They are parts of his flesh on which pain was inflicted during his childhood.
His conscious memory is less trustworthy: “Of the war years I remember little,” an unexpected admission from a Holocaust survivor, one of Israel’s literary giants, who has drawn on his past in more than 20 books, mostly fiction, but who bridles at being labelled a “Holocaust writer”. He does not set out, he says, to “bear witness”, to provide testimony of Nazi crimes, but to allow his imagination to transmute experience into literature. Now, in his seventies, he gives us a long-awaited, long-evaded chronicle of his life.
He describes it as an attempt to make sense of a fractured past — “fragments of a pulsing darkness”. The book is not a chronological narrative, but a stepping back and forth as he digs for these fragments, moving from one archeological site to another. He writes about forgetting as much as remembering, about the years “sunk deep in the slumber of oblivion”.
Appelfeld was born in Czernowitz, Bukovina, annexed by Romania after the first world war. As a child, he straddled two worlds, that of his prosperous, German-speaking parents who had rejected Judaism, and his God-fearing grandparents, who spoke Yiddish. He evokes a happy early childhood: devoted parents, summer days in the Carpathians, his grandmother making jam, his grandfather walking him to the synagogue. All that ended in 1939, when he was plunged into a very different world, the ghetto, which we see through the eyes of a seven-year-old boy. Philip Roth, one of Appelfeld’s admirers, has described his writing as “midway between parable and history”. Without a trace of sentimentality he can capture moments that break the heart: a music teacher from a school for blind children leads his flock of pupils through the ghetto streets dressed in their Sabbath best, Braille books packed in their knapsacks, singing Yiddish folk songs, Bach and Schubert. The cattle trucks are waiting for them at the station.
From an early age, Appelfeld was an observer, preferring contemplation and silence to talking, as he still does today. Silence helped save his life when he was 10, on the run after escaping from a camp, wandering through the forests of the Ukrainian steppes, foraging for food, living like an animal, feeling closer to the wild creatures around him than to humans who might identify him as a Jew.
The critics said of his early writing that it displayed reticence. It still does: few words in these pages are devoted to Nazi atrocities. Appelfeld’s prose is restrained and lean, reflecting his preference for “small, quiet words”. He uses them to telling effect in the account of a peasant woman living alone, who gives the hungry boy shelter. She turns out to be the village whore, mentally unstable, swinging between euphoria and violence, of which the boy is often the victim. With nowhere to go, he remains with her until a gale blows down her primitive hut, reducing it to a heap of rubble. Time for him to move on. The chapter has the force of a story by Turgenev or Gorky.
In 1949, the mentally scarred loner sailed for Haifa to start a new life. He felt dislocated in the Jewish homeland, an alien, unable to shake off Europe. As a Holocaust survivor, he symbolised weak and supine diaspora Jewry, despised at that time in the land of muscular Zionism. His German, Yiddish, Ukrainian and Romanian faded. Without a language, he struggled to master a new mother tongue, Hebrew. His formal education had ended when he was seven. Appelfeld writes compellingly about the anguished years when he was searching for himself as a man and as a writer, haunted by memories, afflicted by nightmares, acquiring a profound attachment to Judaism and the Talmud, not as a believer, but through Hebrew as the key to a long Jewish history of spiritual exploration.
Is this slim book of 198 pages the story of a life? In essence, yes, but there are some curious gaps. The boy escaped from “an accursed camp”. Which camp? How did he escape? Appelfeld’s mother was murdered, but what became of his father, last seen on a forced march? On one page, he refers to himself as an orphan, so it was baffling to read in a Jewish paper that his father survived the Holocaust and was reunited with his son in Israel. Of the writer’s marriage, wife and family, not a word. This is a humane and moving memoir, but has the author taken reticence too far?
Available at the Sunday Times Books First price of £11.69 on 0870 165 8585
Video highlights from The Times Cheltenham Literature Festival

Industry sectors news at a glance. Interactive heatmap, video and podcast
Everything the Business Traveller needs to know to make a better trip
Get ready for the winter sports season, with our resort guides and snow reports
We are backing British business, what is the confidence of the nation and what businesses are succeeding?
Growing demand for energy, oil that is harder to reach and the rise of carbon dioxide emissions. We examine the energy challenge
Enjoy further reading from Travel to Fashion, Business to Sport, discover more
Shortcuts to help you find sections and articles
36-month car lease
on contract hire for
£359.99 plus VAT pm
12 months for the price of 11 and a 5% discount.
Offer ends 31/11/09
The UK's leading alternative to showroom finance.
Finance packages tailored to your needs.
Minimum loan of £15,000
Car Insurance
£12,578 per annum
The Independent Housing Ombudsman
London
Competitive
Barclaycard
Not Specified
The Sheppard Trust
London
£80-95,000
Clay McGuire Executive Selection
Moments from Battersea Park.
For sale with Winkworth.
See your free Experian credit report beforehand
Book now & save over £100pp.
11 cool resorts, lowest prices... Early Booking offers 15 Nov.
20% off selected Azores holidays taken in October with Sunvil Discovery
Get covered on your travels with a superb range of policies at great prices. Visit InsureandGo.com
World Class Golf, Spa and preferential Beach Club. Private estate overlooking West Coast
Villas from £275 per night inclusive of Golf
Contact our advertising team for advertising and sponsorship in Times Online, The Times and The Sunday Times, or place your advertisement.
Times Online Services: Dating | Jobs | Property Search | Used Cars | Holidays | Births, Marriages, Deaths | Subscriptions | E-paper
News International associated websites: Globrix Property Search | Milkround
Copyright 2009 Times Newspapers Ltd.
This service is provided on Times Newspapers' standard Terms and Conditions. Please read our Privacy Policy.To inquire about a licence to reproduce material from Times Online, The Times or The Sunday Times, click here.This website is published by a member of the News International Group. News International Limited, 1 Virginia St, London E98 1XY, is the holding company for the News International group and is registered in England No 81701. VAT number GB 243 8054 69.